A marriage house

Thu 31 October 2024 By Bön

I was in a big house and the mood was that of some marriage. There were some small children behind me in line for taking dinner. One of them was making fun of his siblings and I also started teasing him by trying to become one with them. One child took something like salty peanut butter he showed that sticky in his fingers and started asking everyone passing by whether he should eat it. He buried that dish in sand such that still little visible. I thought I will try it. When I reached the place where there was food I couldn't find any plate and almost everyone had eaten. On trying to find something to eat I found and took a plate of fruits like guava and some sweets. While I was eating a school friend of mine named Bibin came and sat next to me. He asked me whether I ate food while I was eating deserts. I was embarrassed, so I lied by saying yes and changed the topic to how he is doing in life. He said his father is trying to settle in Noida after retirement. That way he can also stay there. I asked him about his place there, and he said his father will figure it out. I saw small children gather around us to listen him. Then I went to wash my hand in the house. The place was dark and there was no one there. Then some bad spirit tried to frighten me. I told him if I die, I'll come out of the body, and he can be sure I won't spare him. The fear was still there after I had finished washing my hand and was moving towards the exit. While walking, I remembered fear comes from kidneys, and it can be balanced by openness of spleen. I started acknowledging and being honest about the situation. Then two people came to lock the exit as was the routine every night. I had fear that I might get locked for the rest of the night. I neutralized my fear with the positive energy of the spleen. Then the person who came to lock saw me and asked me to come out. I helped him lock the door and saw that the key was long. I asked him how old is this house, and he said 10 or 20 years old. Then I saw an old lady who was locking the doors and doing the night routine . She was crying and complaining that she is not treated well. She said they don't treat her well, and she is forced to wake up and not fed well. Then I heard a voice say till human beings realize the value of animals, there will never be any half human half animal. Then I saw a small child who was half crocodile and half human. One of the boys started chasing it and began to twist the child's legs. It started crying in pain and I also started crying more . There was an old man in front of me. He said to me shut up and I stopped. Then the boy who was twisting the child's leg stopped and came to his bicycle where other boys of his gang were present. Then he asked other boys to follow him to some other place. Before leaving the boy saw me and came to me on his bicycle and kicked me with his strong legs. I grabbed his leg on my shoulder with much anger thinking it will frighten him. Instead of getting frightened he asked me that whose power I had within me.